as a skinny person, you are catered to and you don’t even realize it. did you ask for that? no and i understand that. but you will never cry your eyes out in a dressing room because even the largest size doesn’t fit. you will never deal with rejection from a guy solely because of your weight. you are socially accepted.
is any kind of body shaming disgusting? yes. but please don’t act like you’d rather be fat.
This is so difficult to explain in terms of an eating disorder. Like imagine being an “average” size, possibly “skinny,” and still crying over the size of pants you’re wearing. Always wanting to just cut the skin off of your body.
I’m getting so frustrated seeing these things about body shaming when not a single person will try to understand what an actual, diagnosable eating disorder is like. There’s “body shaming,” and then there is pure self hatred. Where you want to crawl out of your skin because you can’t stand the size you are. Where you use food to keep your emotions in check, you use food to control your LIFE because you don’t fucking know how to anymore.
Actually listen and give a shit about those around you who suffer. Because it is a fucking daily hell that will never be escaped.
There is nothing to do at 3am except sleep. Except I can’t sleep.
God I hate my life.
The first picture is me and my twinbrother when we were 3 years old. The second picture is me on my brother’s funeral. He was 18 years old and killed himself. I don’t care if this ruins your blog. I want you to reblog this and make a statement.
The first picture is worldfamous. Even Kendall Jenner posted it on her instagram account.We were on the news because no one knew that the picture was 15 years old. But people need to realize that life isn’t as pretty as the picture tells us. Life is cruel. Just like our society. And I’ve lost my best friend because of it. Teenagers are suppose to have fun, instead of thinking about killing themselves.
I hope this will get to Kendall Jenner and she’ll defend my statement. Because no one will probably listen to me…
Being a twin this completely wrecked my heart.
I don’t know what I’d do if I lost my twin sister
— A Message to My Followers and Everyone Else That Ever Reads This (#127: February 3, 2014)